Torn between whats right and wrong, I don’t know where i belong, Mind, so turbulent, disturbed, Clarity, holding back, curbed. I know what I want, but still see it daunt.. the living daylights out of me, i can bear it, but why should she? She is so young, full of life, why should she be put through any strife? i don’t know how it will affect her, what if she later thinks i’m a cur? I want her to be hale and happy, a good person, bold and scrappy, I definitely don’t want to err, what if what i want is not good for her? I wish someone could tell me, just help me see, that if i stuck to my desire, it will not later rouse her ire, that she’ll come out of this unscarred, I’ll go ahead right now – no holds barred.