…a happy-go-lucky worrier
…a meticulous mess-maker
…an intelligent dimwit
…a mistake-making perfectionist
…a spontaneous planner
…a shy extrovert
…an oxymoron of sorts!!
This blog is my only outlet, a vent if you may.. the only place where I am and can be myself…
The world sees the smile on this face and thinks all’s fine … I know what is behind the smiles.. and now you do too.
What i write is an amateur attempt at best, but i’ve realised it relieves me some…
To see – what i feel – put into words , brings a certain tangibility and clarity in the otherwise murky waters of my brain and bottomless thoughtpool.
I know many who are sailing in the same boat and i also know i’m helping noone by giving words and shapes to my feelings – this is not a philanthropic attempt to save the world.. it is a last ditch effort to save myself from myself.